I know it’s not personal. I used the word “underhanded”, though to be fair, I didn’t really mean it, as I know it is not precisly meant as an attack on my person in any form or way.
It’s just that it’s very demoralising to to point where I cannot be bothered to post updates, when the same people who claim to appreciate them, at the same time wants to ban my sources.
I have two options for sources. Telegram and Twitter. Bluesky doesn’t function, it doesn’t contain enough of the specialised information I seek, because the sources I use, only a few of them have turned to Bluesky to make a dual account there. Twitter is dying, but it’s not dead and before it is dead, it is still a primary source.
The alternative is Telegram, but it’s a hassle, I have to translate everything from Russian or Ukrainian. That is a lot of work. Time I don’t have. And the people who want to ban Twitter due to the danger of Musk and Musk’s anti democratic crusade (as well as the fact that it is a free for all there now with the Ultra Nationalists and more vulgar idiots). But the information there still remains. The same accounts I have used, are still there, with only a very few academics dropping out. From the war, it’s simply either Twitter or Telegram. As you said, the war is not covered in MSM in any sort of even broad detail.
And Telegram, is owned by a Russian jet billionaire who is loyal to the Kremlin. While it is not censored (at all, Twitter is even now, far more sanitised than Telegram), which I like, I don’t feel comfortable posting from it much and using it much. I sometimes use it for videos that are not released on Twitter, but I prefer to have a silent account and post nothing there. It’s an ugly place, far uglier than Twitter in any form or way. But you get raw footage there , from various units as well as some analysis, but the text I must translate and it’s time consuming. And again, the reasons for anyone want to ban Twitter counts double for Telegram…
I am just exasperated. Not disappointed with the likes of Cynicaloldgit or anyone else who doesn’t read that thread, it just feels rather…bad…to have the same people who claim to want to be informed be in favour of a ban. It is mentally taxing seeing what I view as hypocracy and stupidity. Because obviously, if it’s banned, I can’t post anything there. So I must then assume they want it banned more than they want to be informed. Demoralising of course, so I end up not bothering with updates and perhaps indeed, I end up a with a bit bitterness and a bit snappyness.
Sorry.

